I need HALPZZ!

The past few days have been really hard for me, household-wise. You see, I'm yaya-less once again. I don't exactly know why the yayas we get have not been as loyal as they used to be. I keep thinking if I have faults, maybe so, maybe not. But when I put myself on their shoes, I could consider myself lucky. I live in a small house, meaning lesser chores. I HELP with the chores, like laundry, general cleaning, etc. I give FREEBIES monthly, like toiletries, food, clothes, etc. So I wonder.

The household chores are not at all hard. It just takes time and patience, since my past yayas have hidden UNDONE stuff, so my work gets doubled. The thing is, my 1-year old baby girl is TOO CLINGY now. She'll start to cry when she doesn't see me by her side, that it's even hard to go to the loo.

Not sure, if its a phase (which I'm hoping it is) or there might be some underlying psychological reason? The usual stuff I do, like morning and bathtime rituals, are now extinct. I can't do stuff for myself, much more for the chores. So I'm left with a mountain-like laundry, a really dusty house, a dry garden, and undone house projects.

I wish I had help.

Help me?